I MiSs YoU..!

Just want to tell something.. to someone.. that I miss you soooooooooooooo much... !! Wherever i go .. u r the one dominating my thoughts all day long.. !! You have a strong influence on my mind... whenever i go away from you for sometime.. it hurts a lot.. and i mean it yaar.. !! It feels that something is incomplete.. the surrounding is strange.. the atmosphere is weird.. !..But my heart says just one thing .. COME BACK SOON.. I LOVE YOU..:-)

Enter Sandman... Dream On... Kryptonite..and on and on..!!

For all those who could not understand the title.. its simple .. go to the net and search for these songs... u ll get to know about it !!.. So here I go.. by this title I meant " ITS MUSIC EVERYWHERE FOR ME"... since the time i ve been in the school band and have won the first prize in inter-school.. I ve been obsessed with music.. !! One day before my bio exam (probably the most difficult one) the drummer of our band called me up and said dat " Fireball is in Novemer".. ( Fireball is an annual rock fest held in DPS RK puram where all schools' bands compete and its probably the most difficult competition to win for every school except dps rkpuram)... When i heard ov it , for a moment i didnt believe that we've been invited for it.. but i had to ... !! Leavig bio i started discussing the songs we should perform in fireball.. and i almost screwed up my bio paper !!..
I was in love with my guitar.. i changed all the strings of my electric guitar ... !! ... I had prepared a few songs .. But yesterday we got to know that there is no fireball this year.. !! But I was not at all feeling bad about it .. because all i love is playing guitar.. and I wont stop that because of this fireball shit !!... You might have heard of songs like BC SUTTA and GMD which were composed by famous IITian bands like ZEAST.. !! Trust me .. when i ll get into a good medical college .. even i will compose songs like these.. i really want to do that .. but i m not so good at writing lyrics ( writing poems is different :-))..!! Neway wo to baad ki baat hai.. !! I have posted a few guitar photos .. n all guitarists like me and revant could easily recognise their price :-D... So I request all of you to please give some charity to me so that I can buy one of them :-P... !! If all of you contribute around 500$ , it would never be a problem..!! I ve always had fun in playing guitar.. but for sometime in October.. I felt like quiting all this music... The person whom I am referring to will definitely recognise this !!

Time to Fly ...

Surprised... Here i am at the holiday inn resort in Jaipur... With my dad's colleagues and his families... ! It was an amazingly amazing time for me... So here are a few pics which look impossible but are actually realistic.. me wid my friends jump in d water with one of us clicking photographs.. N please dun laugh on my body... its truly pathetic..:-P

Main ShAyAr To Nahi....:-D

Main shayar to nahin.... magar ae hasin ... jab se dekha... maine tujhko mujhko shayari aa gayi... !!! U mite b feeling dat wat has happened 2 me... bt even i dunno wat has happend 2 me... I was never lyk dis before... writing romantic poems... singing romantic songs playin guitar(even if i have a pathetic voice)... !!! I wrote few poems for someone v v v special 4 me always... Here are 2 ov dem....:

WITHOUT A WORD....WITHOUT A SIGN !
I love you not only for what you are,
but for what i am when i am with you!
I love you not only for what you have made of yourself,
but for what you have made of me !
I love you because you have done more than,
Any creed could have donbe to make me good!
And more than any fate could have done to make me happy!
You have done it withou a touch,
without a word, without a sign !
You have done it by beibg yourself. Perhaps
that is what being in Love means... After all !


THE SONG OF THE ARROW
I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For,so swiftly it flew, the sight,
Could not follow in its flight !

I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where ;
For who has sight so keen and strong,
That it can follow the flight of the song ?

Long, long afterward, in an oak,
I found the arrow , still unbroke;
And the song , with which it all the way flew,
I found it again in the heart of you !!!

The 2nd poem took me 2 weeks 2 write... especially d last 2 lines wich took d last 4 days ov mine... coz m not so good at english ... still i got 81/100..:-)

SaD, wOrSe And WorSt.. :-(

21 October 2008... probably d worst day ov my life... It was d day wen nuthin went rite 4 me... simply nuthing..!! In d morning.. i had a small kinda fite wid ma best friend.. for a thing wich acc to me was not worth fighting... !! I spoilt my mood for d morning ... bt as soon as i was ok... another mishap occured wich " I NEVER IMAGINED EVEN IN MY WILDEST DREAMS ".... dat incident spoilt my mood completely... i had a panga with a teacher ... bt it was nt a major one... My friend has 2 leave 4 jodhpur next week n she wun tok 2 me 4 n entyr week:-(.... n after dis panga she duznt even want 2 roam around wid me in d corridors... !! I wantd 2 meet her on sunday bt dat also she had refused... !! It make me feel worse dan ever.. trust me... !!! wen i went bak home d display of my cell fone was gone... i couldnt see anything.... I had a class in d institute where i was nt able 2 solve even a single question of work power energy..... !!! I cried after d class only bcoz i wud miss mt bestest friend for an entyr week......!!At night i went 2 my frnd ujjwal's bday party where my dad's colleague's son broke my specs into 6 pieces :-(.... !!!Whew..... I hope dat was enough 2 scare all ov u :-)

WaNnA kNoW mE ?

Knowing me is one ov d most tuffest jobs in d universe.... But sometimes it can be dun :-).... So hi ... I wun disclose my name... but some ppl col me "SILVER".... I am d biggest emotional fool alive till date... n also d biggest KATTA CHAMPION .... its very simple 2 make a fool ov me coz m d least confident guy on earth... I am never confident abt wat i say... bt 2 my bst frnds(actually friend) ... i always speak d truth no matter how embarrasing it mite b... i am an extremist but only in some ways.... wenever i m angry i try my best hw 2 punish myself... wenever i love someone i do it wid an ultimate passion n intensity dat no1 can ever do( I am confident abt dis:-) )... but i cant hate a person v v v badly 4 a long tym... Even if my best frnd cums 2 me n says " never tok 2 me ever in my life "with me doing nuthng wrong probably i wud b sad n wud regularly blame myself sayin dat"i m d biggest fool on earth" n wud cry rivers ov tears... but i wud never go n abuse him/her.. n i mean it.... d person whom m refering 2 shud recognise it.. Neways.... I AM DAMN GOOD AT MAKING SAD LAUGH OUT LOUD... but very few tyms i also do d other way round n dat is always unintentional.. so u cn col me "HUMOUR PERSONIFIED".. I care 4 all my good friends... especially my best one;-).. .. N d most important thing .... MUZIC IS MY LIFE.. i can play guitar, synthesiser... m also a part ov ma skul band wich makes me feel proud... wenever m sad or depressed coz ov something or someone(wich is more frequent) i jus need 2 go wid da band n practice 4 sumtym n my mud becums awesome.... I wud hv sed more bt abhi kuch dimag mei ni aa rha.. Neway u can describe me in 3 words..... EXTREMIST.... SENSITIVE... HARDCORE MUSIC LOVER ...!!!