LeArN fRoM yoUr mIstAkEs!!

Whew... long time... ! But anyway here's a brief summary what happened with me on the 23rd and 24th November...! Superb vala katta hua hai yaar.. dono dino pe.. coz of which I even cried a lot.. ! But thats not a new a thing coz someone unintentionally makes me cry a lot these days so i m used to it mow :-) !.. I wanted to spend some time on Sunday.. but couldnt coz of some people.. and I thought that I ll do it on Monday.. but my fate did not agree with me on this opinion :-(.. ! So I think I should stop expecting things to happen

AnD SoMe MoRe Muzic..!!

Whew.. 4th and 5th November were the most tiring days i've ever seen.. coz I played enough music in these two days.. !! Actually on the 4th some guys made me cry.. that was one reason why i was tired..coz after crying my eyes became very heavy and i felt very drowsy ! Neway.. that day from 10:00 a.m to 12:00 p.m me , Revant and Daman were waiting for Mr.Sochipem to open up the auditorium so that we could take the amplifiers and the drums for practice !! Finally he opened up at 12:20 and we entered the room.. ! The song we had to practics was "Wake me up when september ends" by Green Day(I hope u ve heard it, its very popular)..! But as soon as we entered the audi we started our Funky Punky business( dats wat me and Revant call it) of playing the hard rock, trash metal and other songs instead of practising the song we had to perform .. ! I still remember the songs me , Revant and Daman played.. ! I played Pichle saat dino mei(rock on), me and Revant played Socha hai(Rock on ), I played Enter Sandman( Metallica), Revant played Nothing Else Matters(Metallica), we both played Naagin(Decibel), Seven Nation Army(The White Stripes) and many more till we were totally exhausted and about to fall off :-) !! Haan, but at the end we played the song we had to practice for 10 mins ( Wake me up....)!
Now comes the 5th November.. ! I was very happy that day.. coz of someone.. by just seeing that person smile for me... ! Then I called Revant for practice and we again had to wait till 10:00 for audi to pe opened up ! Then again we started our Funky Punky business !! But that continued only for 1 hour.. and then we got off for some serious practice.. and we practised the song for about an hour or so.. and them Hema Joshi ma'am came to listen to our song ! When we performed she was quite impressed and appreciated.. and to celebrate we got off to our Funky Punky business again:-D...and were again dead tired !!.. But seriously that was ultimately cool and I never had such an experience before in my life.. !! So the moral of the story is "NEVER STOP THE FUNKY PUNKY BUSINESS IF WANT TO ENJOY SOMETHING" !!

U can't have it all...

I want to convey something to my friend.. !! She is .. I mean .. she wants everything from her lyf.. just everything.. !! At d same tym she wants to tok to me .. study phy.. listen to d radio n tok 2 her other friends sitting with her.. !! She herself gives me a missed call and after sometime she says " Tu mujhe padhne nahi de raha".. She never realizes dat how bad it feels to hear it.. !! I am very upset today.. only because of this reason.. !! She is mature enough to realize that one cant have everything in life.. ! When she gives me a missed call even i expect her to talk 2 me widout doing anything else.. her friends expect her to talk to them.. and she expects herself to do everything.. !! Dats why dis habbit of hers sometimes depresses me.. !! If she reads this then I would like to say one thing.. I am sorry if u felt bad about all this.. coz I ve never been so rude to u ever in my life yaar.. !! If u dun like it den I am ready to take my words back... and I would just say one thing at the end... Dat .. I ll always LOVE YOU with the same intensity and passion.. maybe more passion :-)

I MiSs YoU..!

Just want to tell something.. to someone.. that I miss you soooooooooooooo much... !! Wherever i go .. u r the one dominating my thoughts all day long.. !! You have a strong influence on my mind... whenever i go away from you for sometime.. it hurts a lot.. and i mean it yaar.. !! It feels that something is incomplete.. the surrounding is strange.. the atmosphere is weird.. !..But my heart says just one thing .. COME BACK SOON.. I LOVE YOU..:-)

Enter Sandman... Dream On... Kryptonite..and on and on..!!

For all those who could not understand the title.. its simple .. go to the net and search for these songs... u ll get to know about it !!.. So here I go.. by this title I meant " ITS MUSIC EVERYWHERE FOR ME"... since the time i ve been in the school band and have won the first prize in inter-school.. I ve been obsessed with music.. !! One day before my bio exam (probably the most difficult one) the drummer of our band called me up and said dat " Fireball is in Novemer".. ( Fireball is an annual rock fest held in DPS RK puram where all schools' bands compete and its probably the most difficult competition to win for every school except dps rkpuram)... When i heard ov it , for a moment i didnt believe that we've been invited for it.. but i had to ... !! Leavig bio i started discussing the songs we should perform in fireball.. and i almost screwed up my bio paper !!..
I was in love with my guitar.. i changed all the strings of my electric guitar ... !! ... I had prepared a few songs .. But yesterday we got to know that there is no fireball this year.. !! But I was not at all feeling bad about it .. because all i love is playing guitar.. and I wont stop that because of this fireball shit !!... You might have heard of songs like BC SUTTA and GMD which were composed by famous IITian bands like ZEAST.. !! Trust me .. when i ll get into a good medical college .. even i will compose songs like these.. i really want to do that .. but i m not so good at writing lyrics ( writing poems is different :-))..!! Neway wo to baad ki baat hai.. !! I have posted a few guitar photos .. n all guitarists like me and revant could easily recognise their price :-D... So I request all of you to please give some charity to me so that I can buy one of them :-P... !! If all of you contribute around 500$ , it would never be a problem..!! I ve always had fun in playing guitar.. but for sometime in October.. I felt like quiting all this music... The person whom I am referring to will definitely recognise this !!

Time to Fly ...

Surprised... Here i am at the holiday inn resort in Jaipur... With my dad's colleagues and his families... ! It was an amazingly amazing time for me... So here are a few pics which look impossible but are actually realistic.. me wid my friends jump in d water with one of us clicking photographs.. N please dun laugh on my body... its truly pathetic..:-P

Main ShAyAr To Nahi....:-D

Main shayar to nahin.... magar ae hasin ... jab se dekha... maine tujhko mujhko shayari aa gayi... !!! U mite b feeling dat wat has happened 2 me... bt even i dunno wat has happend 2 me... I was never lyk dis before... writing romantic poems... singing romantic songs playin guitar(even if i have a pathetic voice)... !!! I wrote few poems for someone v v v special 4 me always... Here are 2 ov dem....:

WITHOUT A WORD....WITHOUT A SIGN !
I love you not only for what you are,
but for what i am when i am with you!
I love you not only for what you have made of yourself,
but for what you have made of me !
I love you because you have done more than,
Any creed could have donbe to make me good!
And more than any fate could have done to make me happy!
You have done it withou a touch,
without a word, without a sign !
You have done it by beibg yourself. Perhaps
that is what being in Love means... After all !


THE SONG OF THE ARROW
I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For,so swiftly it flew, the sight,
Could not follow in its flight !

I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where ;
For who has sight so keen and strong,
That it can follow the flight of the song ?

Long, long afterward, in an oak,
I found the arrow , still unbroke;
And the song , with which it all the way flew,
I found it again in the heart of you !!!

The 2nd poem took me 2 weeks 2 write... especially d last 2 lines wich took d last 4 days ov mine... coz m not so good at english ... still i got 81/100..:-)

SaD, wOrSe And WorSt.. :-(

21 October 2008... probably d worst day ov my life... It was d day wen nuthin went rite 4 me... simply nuthing..!! In d morning.. i had a small kinda fite wid ma best friend.. for a thing wich acc to me was not worth fighting... !! I spoilt my mood for d morning ... bt as soon as i was ok... another mishap occured wich " I NEVER IMAGINED EVEN IN MY WILDEST DREAMS ".... dat incident spoilt my mood completely... i had a panga with a teacher ... bt it was nt a major one... My friend has 2 leave 4 jodhpur next week n she wun tok 2 me 4 n entyr week:-(.... n after dis panga she duznt even want 2 roam around wid me in d corridors... !! I wantd 2 meet her on sunday bt dat also she had refused... !! It make me feel worse dan ever.. trust me... !!! wen i went bak home d display of my cell fone was gone... i couldnt see anything.... I had a class in d institute where i was nt able 2 solve even a single question of work power energy..... !!! I cried after d class only bcoz i wud miss mt bestest friend for an entyr week......!!At night i went 2 my frnd ujjwal's bday party where my dad's colleague's son broke my specs into 6 pieces :-(.... !!!Whew..... I hope dat was enough 2 scare all ov u :-)

WaNnA kNoW mE ?

Knowing me is one ov d most tuffest jobs in d universe.... But sometimes it can be dun :-).... So hi ... I wun disclose my name... but some ppl col me "SILVER".... I am d biggest emotional fool alive till date... n also d biggest KATTA CHAMPION .... its very simple 2 make a fool ov me coz m d least confident guy on earth... I am never confident abt wat i say... bt 2 my bst frnds(actually friend) ... i always speak d truth no matter how embarrasing it mite b... i am an extremist but only in some ways.... wenever i m angry i try my best hw 2 punish myself... wenever i love someone i do it wid an ultimate passion n intensity dat no1 can ever do( I am confident abt dis:-) )... but i cant hate a person v v v badly 4 a long tym... Even if my best frnd cums 2 me n says " never tok 2 me ever in my life "with me doing nuthng wrong probably i wud b sad n wud regularly blame myself sayin dat"i m d biggest fool on earth" n wud cry rivers ov tears... but i wud never go n abuse him/her.. n i mean it.... d person whom m refering 2 shud recognise it.. Neways.... I AM DAMN GOOD AT MAKING SAD LAUGH OUT LOUD... but very few tyms i also do d other way round n dat is always unintentional.. so u cn col me "HUMOUR PERSONIFIED".. I care 4 all my good friends... especially my best one;-).. .. N d most important thing .... MUZIC IS MY LIFE.. i can play guitar, synthesiser... m also a part ov ma skul band wich makes me feel proud... wenever m sad or depressed coz ov something or someone(wich is more frequent) i jus need 2 go wid da band n practice 4 sumtym n my mud becums awesome.... I wud hv sed more bt abhi kuch dimag mei ni aa rha.. Neway u can describe me in 3 words..... EXTREMIST.... SENSITIVE... HARDCORE MUSIC LOVER ...!!!